where to begin???
After spending more than 3 years in America to get a master degree, I had to come back to Saudi Arabia on my last semester before graduating, yes I got kicked out of school on my last semester, I am not going to say why I got dismissed but it's so disappointing that no one knows why it happened not even my best friends or my family, I had to come up with a crazy, elaborate lie to tell whenever I get asked.
So here I am in my parents house being an absolute looser with nothing to do except staying up all night and waking up at 4 P.M everyday.
Few days ago I deactivated my FaceBook because I don't want my friends in Saudi to know that I am back to Riyadh, because I'll have to tell the same lie I told to my family and best friends back in the States about the reason why I am back without a degree. I found out that lying can be so exhausting, and emotionally draining.
I have no clue about what I want to do with my life, part of me tells me to go back to the States next year and get my degree, on the other side, a part of me tells me to suck it up and accept reality and tart looking for a full time job and start my career, haven't decided yet.
