where to begin???
After spending more than 3 years in America to get a master degree, I had to come back to Saudi Arabia on my last semester before graduating, yes I got kicked out of school on my last semester, I am not going to say why I got dismissed but it's so disappointing that no one knows why it happened not even my best friends or my family, I had to come up with a crazy, elaborate lie to tell whenever I get asked.
So here I am in my parents house being an absolute looser with nothing to do except staying up all night and waking up at 4 P.M everyday.
Few days ago I deactivated my FaceBook because I don't want my friends in Saudi to know that I am back to Riyadh, because I'll have to tell the same lie I told to my family and best friends back in the States about the reason why I am back without a degree. I found out that lying can be so exhausting, and emotionally draining.
I have no clue about what I want to do with my life, part of me tells me to go back to the States next year and get my degree, on the other side, a part of me tells me to suck it up and accept reality and tart looking for a full time job and start my career, haven't decided yet.
life is shitty sometimes
ReplyDeleteBut you know you could always go back and finish what u were supposed to do!
I might sound like an optimist right now, but what i'm going through made me think this way.
I'm curious to what has happened. This is an anonymous blog so you can say whatever you want and taking it off of ur chest even if u are quite ashamed of what has happened
I just got my first comment, booyeah #winning
ReplyDeleteI am not sure about writing about the real reason, but maybe one day I'll do so, maybe after I figure out what I wanna do with my life.
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